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Blindsided by Benzos.
I was completely blindsided by Benzos.
Mad in America Published Article
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My Story: Personal Experience
Had I known.
More than twenty years ago, I was prescribed Ativan (lorazepam) for intermittent sleep issues. My use varied over the years.
I was assured I was taking a safe prescription approved for long-term use because that’s EXACTLY what my doctor told me.
Meanwhile, my health slowly deteriorated...
I experienced crushing fatigue, dizziness, arthritis, muscle weakness, joint pain, frozen shoulders, neck and back pain, swallowing problems, restless aching legs, high blood pressure, gastrointestinal problems, memory issues, and more bizarre symptoms that affected my quality of life. I underwent a myriad of medical tests to find answers. The connection to benzodiazepines never became obvious to me.
When acute benzodiazepine withdrawal hit, I wasn't simply sick. I became completely disabled.
It was only after I began researching benzodiazepines/withdrawal and reading other people's experiences, and finally believing my own twin sister, that the pieces began to fit together.
I was beyond shocked that a prescription I had taken for many years could be connected to such profound physical and neurological symptoms.
I felt disbelief. Shock. Anger. Fear. And eventually, Determination to Raise Awareness.
I wrote about that experience in my Mad in America article, “Blindsided by Benzos: Had I Known.”


My Journey
Watch my video sharing my discovery, which led to hundreds of hours of scouring the web for research and answers. I hope to save you time and help spread awareness — and validate what you or a loved one is going through.
CAUTION: Rated R: Profanity

Recognize the Benzodiazepine Medication Names
People often know the name on their prescription but may not recognize the brand vs. generic medication name — or even the class of benzodiazepine medication.
Brand Name
Generic Name
Related Search Topic
Xanax
alprazolam
Xanax withdrawal / alprazolam withdrawal
Klonopin
clonazepam
Klonopin withdrawal / clonazepam withdrawal
Ativan
lorazepam
Valium
diazepam
Ativan withdrawal / lorazepam withdrawal
Valium withdrawal / diazepam withdrawal


I didn't understand how all of these "random" symptoms could be connected.
MUSCLES & BODY
Muscle rigidity; Muscle spasms; Muscle weakness; Joint pain; Crushing fatigue; Body aches.
DIGESTIVE & NERVOUS SYSTEM
Nausea; Diarrhea; Constipation; Low Blood Sugar; Panic and fear; Inner trembling.
NEUROLOGICAL & SENSORY
Dizziness and vertigo; Electrical sensations; Tinnitus; Sound sensitivity; Blurred vision.
SLEEP & COGNITION
Severe insomnia; Nightmares; Memory problems; Brain fog; Difficulty finding words; Difficulty concentrating.


Help people recognize what they are experiencing with published research and resources.
Raise Awareness
Validate Experiences
Prevention
Help people to know they are not alone or imagining their symptoms. Show others evidence so they believe them.
Help prevent people from ever having to experience benzo symptoms and withdrawal.


The Hook and Trap.
Benzodiazepines instantly relieve our anxiety and/or insomnia, or some other condition....
They induce sweet, relaxing serenity...
Too many doctors tell patients these medications are safe and effective for long-term use. Lies.
These meds change your brain chemistry. Physical dependence can happen within weeks. Documented.
Take away that benzo-induced serenity, and the chemical "brake" for regulation is gone. Complete dysregulation ensues. Horrific.
We are left in a state of constant terror, sheer panic, cognitive impairments, and painful muscle rigidity. That is, until you give your brain and body enough time to heal. It could take months or years to fully recover. Truth.
When you first discover that these seemingly harmless pills can cause so much damage, you probably won’t believe it. Me neither.
Don’t fall into this money-driven benzo trap. $$$
It locks unknowing patients into lifetime subscriptions to prescriptions that the FDA approved for short-term use. Unlawful.
One in seven people reading this has a benzo prescription. Fact.
Doctor’s medical oath: Do no harm. Bullshit.
Become armed with Resources. Make your own informed decisions.
I will be sounding this benzo alarm for the rest of my life. Please share to help spread the word because most doctors certainly aren’t telling us. Thank you.


Your Free Resource Guide - compiled from hundreds of hours of research.
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Healing and Recovery.
One of the hardest parts of benzodiazepine withdrawal is believing that the way you feel today is how you will feel forever. That's not true. You will HEAL. Hold Fast. Time and Patience. Recovery can be slow and non-linear. Timelines vary greatly from person to person. You are not required to heal on anyone else's timeline.


